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Wednesday, February 29, 2012, @ 3:39 AM
Its been so long since I last blog. I guess I need to let all my feelings out. So here I am, blogging again. Time flies, its already year 2012. Things changed, there are new people entering into my life while some left. Memories is the only thing I had for those who left. But well, I guess its part & parcel of life right? I fall out of love, hurt me a little. & both of us moved on. Got to admit, a year & seven months r/s is not that easy to let go after all. I always thought I was the strong one, the one who didnt really care much about love. But I was wrong. Got a little upset when I found out she's attached. But well, I got to accept the fact that she already move on. & I always got affected when I saw/heard about she & her new girl. However, I am not affected anymore. *SERIOUSLY* Okay, enough of talking about me & her. Its over. :) I got to know a girl, we texted 24/7 everyday, & I develop feelings for her. Wooed her, got rejected. Didnt give up though. Was so determined to make her mine! & i'm glad I did not give up, cause now, she's mine. ♥ Got to say baby, youre the most amazing thing that ever happen to me. Although its only a short period of one month & five days, but i'm really happy being with you. Even though it has not been really smooth sailing for us. Thanks for understanding the fact that I was a little too not over my ex at that period of time. Thanks for not leaving & staying by my side, love. I admit, till now, I dont really understand you that much. I always take a very long time to understand somebody fully. Thats me. I'm sorry if I didnt manage to give you what you needed/wanted. I'm sorry if I made you feel that I dont really care at times. Sorry for not being able to understand you yet. But just give me a little time, as long as youre willing to give me time, i'm willing to try. Actually, I know myself. I always tell you I love you a lot. But I know, I havent put in 100% in this. Got to be honest with you. (If you saw this, please dont think I dont love you. Cause, I really do) Putting in 100% love in someone is quite a risky thing actually. Cause youre giving them the absolute power to break your heart. (Not saying you will) I guess I just build up walls after everything that has happened. To prevent myself from getting hurt. But after thinking it through, I dont want things to remain like this. I want it to change, I want our r/s to be better. Not always having the need to guess what's on each other mind every time. It sucks to know that I cant give you what you wanted cause I dont really understand you. So now, I'm ready to give you my 100%. Just promise me, dont break my heart alright? Cause I seriously cant handle another heartbreak. If I put in my 100%, I tend to be more sensitive than ever. Swear. So if there's time when I feel insecure, gets super ridiculous or etc. Please pardon me for that. & I guess all I need is assurance from you. :) Lastly, I love you girl. I will trust you with my entire heart from now on & love you without any hesitation. Labels: mixed feelings
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